Problem

My life keeps getting worse and worse, polluted by the excremations it seems of my dad, who I'm trying to have a successful relationship with.

Issue

They won't stop.

Issue

If I care about how I act, they hurt me.

Issue

I think they are messing around in ways I don't wanna post.

Still Mad

They're still mad I was upset and acting rather roughly to myself when they/my mom were acting all crazy.  Also, my dad acted like he was saying, "Okay.  But you can't "do it" in my home."  So what?  I don't listen to things like that.

They said my being upset was like one pinnacle that deserves suffering.  They won't leave me alone and are making me feel badly.

They think I am shit.  My life is shitty.

Other people are arousing me, too, and I don't want to be touched by them.

Problem

They are making it so I feel bad and barging in on me and editing how I feel.